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Another Dead Name

by Arjen Ordeman

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1.
there’s no point in being down you got to get up and dust yourself off beg pardon or forgiveness from those you’ve crossed and you know what that says and you know what that implies everyone is broken and marginalized and you know that that means sacrifice if only you’re willing to pay the price don’t want to hurt anybody don’t want anybody to hurt me you put up with a lot you’ve got a soft spot for acting tough but its a hard stop when things get rough and you know what that says and you know what that implies everyone is broken and marginalized and you know that that means sacrifice if only you’re willing to pay the price don’t want to hurt anybody don’t want anybody to hurt me
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I just can’t seem to get you off my mind but have to look ahead, no what I left behind what this tells me is you really struck me hard like a chord and I’m realizing the pressure points bring stress release and I’m visualizing me on top of the world with my arms in the air it just dawned on me that I’m resigned to my destiny not being predefined and what this tells me is you really struck me hard like a thought and I’m realizing the pressure points bring stress release and I’m visualizing me on top of the world with my arms in the air I just can’t seem to get you off my mind
3.
its been like a roller coaster with you all the ups and downs you put me through sometimes a gut feeling is the only proof and the hardest part is knowing the truth you want a minute to gather yourself together you want a minute and you want it to last forever have you ever asked yourself who is the one that has always been there for you I think you know the answer I do too rock paper scissors I am the glue you want a minute to gather yourself together you want a minute and you want it to last forever
4.
I wanna be your truth I wanna be there for you and i want to be everything that you want me to when you’re in love and you know its enough when you’re in love with someone special when you’re in love with someone you can’t stop thinking of when you’re in love nothing else matters I wanna be your youth and I wanna get old with you i want to do everything as carefree as you do when you’re in love and you know its enough when you’re in love with someone special when you’re in love with someone you can’t stop thinking of when you’re in love nothing else matters
5.
damn the government I can’t pay the rent all of my money is spent before its earned blame the government damn the government i didn’t give consent I don’t have a cent to my name blame the government damn the government it just won’t relent encase my feet in cement and let me drown blame the government
6.
Head trip 03:46
its such a head trip different perspectives on the world and our place in it so much hatred despite what’s written in the books its all conflict its not the same as I’ve seen before it seems to be getting obscene its getting worse who am I to say what’s best for everyone else I have no faith my higher spirits are pleasure and happiness not some godly wraith its not the same as I’ve seen before it seems to be getting obscene its getting worse
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End of days 03:00
on the beach collecting sea shells signs of life from the past held to my ear I hear the ocean I keep it there to make it last its just a couple degrees hotter is this the end of days why do we even bother knowing mistakes are made on the street we find misfortunes a community of down and outs all one hears is commotion when self mutterings turn to shouts its just a couple degrees hotter is this the end of days why do we even bother knowing mistakes are made
8.
you want to be the candle that lights the storm you want to be the band aid that hides the harm you want to be the big shot don’t you you want to be the big shot all the time but you don’t own up to the things you do that hurt feelings and break hearts too you don’t own up you want to be engine that drives the train you want to be the air brakes that keep it safe you want to be the big shot don’t you you want to be the big shot all the time but you don’t own up to the things you do that hurt feelings and break hearts too you don’t own up
9.
Systemic 03:17
going out of my head nobody told me it was problematic are you sick of me yet nobody said I was charismatic you might be bringing me down a bit you might be killing a dream you might just find that I’m refreshing you might just find me a little dim I followed the script but I never knew it was systemic chock full of quips but why do we care if its systematic you might be bringing me down a bit you might be killing a dream you might just find that I’m refreshing you might just find me a little dim
10.
I don’t want to make a scene today I’m still recovering from the last one let’s wait until the tears and sadness fade away pain and disappointment hide it away with your resentment you always want your way or a pitiful lament I don’t want to have to explain everything I do in every moment why can’t I just live my life my way but still love you pain and disappointment hide it away with your resentment you always want your way or a pitiful lament
11.
eyes open wide to all I’m seeing I decide you keep asking what I’ve done for you lately but we barely talk you keep asking what I’ve done for you lately are you taking stock eyes wide shut there is no meaning no matter what you keep asking what I’ve done for you lately but we barely talk you keep asking what I’ve done for you lately are you taking stock
12.
its hard to believe that this is the end we grew too close to just become friends you are dreaming up nonsense again the higher we rise the farther we fall is it better to have loved than have not loved at all or are we just dreaming up nonsense again you cover you’re body all the time are you feeling ugly again you know its all in your head but still you cant stop with the negative its hard to conceal and harder to mend who would have known we’d break before bend we were just dreaming of nonsense again the feeling was great when spirits were high but things always turned don’t ask me why I would just be speaking nonsense again you cover you’re body all the time are you feeling ugly again you know its all in your head but still you cant stop with the negative
13.
you had it all in your hands but you let it slip because you got a little bit greedy you were always a little bit needy you were you had a gun in your hands you felt the heat because it was pointed at your head and you believed that you would be better off dead you did you were the first to confess that you couldn’t care less about politics or the crucifix or who needs a helping hand when they’re down on their luck and in no man’s land again you had a chip on your shoulder it was something you couldn’t get over that easy just thinking about it made you a little bit queasy it did you held onto a grudge you just wouldn’t bend you just wouldn’t budge your position was firm and guided by your intuition and fear you were the first to confess that you couldn’t care less about politics or the crucifix or who needs a helping hand when they’re down on their luck and in no man’s land again
14.
Holding out 03:36
are you satisfied with what you’re getting from me you analyze everything how do I stack up against the rest I have to know did I pass the test you’re headstrong travelling light are you holding out for mister right don’t get me wrong I won’t fly by night away from here am I out of line expecting you to connect every word that I said the unspoken truth you should have guessed I’m not the worst, I’m not the best you’re headstrong travelling light are you holding out for mister right don’t get me wrong I won’t fly by night away from here
15.
Lay it on me 04:05
lay it on me I can take it the truth is a hot commodity lay it on me I need it why are you walking on another thin line why are you working another lie why are your words so contrived why are you so inclined to falsify lay it on me I’m ready to receive the truth is exactly what everyone needs lay it on me all honesty why are you walking on another thin line why are you working another lie why are your words so contrived why are you so inclined to falsify
16.
once in a while we admit our mistakes swallow our pride take it in stride once in a blue moon we capture our dreams live beyond our means beat the machines it could happen to you if you want it to chart a course see it through for once in your life unseal your fate play all your cards go for check mate take one day at a time live in series vote with your feet get off of your knees it could happen to you if you want it to chart a course see it through

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Arjen Ordeman: Vocals, Guitars, Bass, Beats, Keys

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released March 2, 2024

All songs written, arranged and performed by Arjen Ordeman

Recorded @ Studio Lu

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Arjen Ordeman Surrey, British Columbia

Singer-Songwriter, DIY recording artist, one man ensemble, strummer, plunker, groove maker.

Guitar driven melancholy and contempt; just mood and music...

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