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Hope's garden

by Arjen Ordeman

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mind your own my business is personal I don’t need your approval just move along you’re so hypocritical your opinion matters none for what its worth I’ll let you in on a little secret the back and forth gets you nowhere running mouths will only get your feelings hurt and I am not enjoying this I swear mind your own you’re far too cynical I know where you get it from in your blind sitting on your high horse I don’t need to be looked down on for what its worth I’ll let you in on a little secret the back and forth gets you nowhere running mouths will only get your feelings hurt and I am not enjoying this I swear
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if you get the chance then take it if you can’t dance just fake it if you don’t know just make it up like everyone else take my advice and pay it forward you might just find a way to make a difference in the life of someone who needs it more than you its the right thing to do if you think the dream is over you’ll start to lose your composure its best to make a full disclosure of everything you did take my advice and pay it forward you might just find a way to make a difference in the life of someone who needs it more than you its the right thing to do
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I am alone again sitting at home again contemplating getting off of my knees and the Ritalin heavy medicine they’re hoping will cure my disease is this anxiety a consequence of over thinking will I ever grow out of it or am I defined by how they label me I’m confined by how they label me picked up paper and pen using a pseudonym and writing in parenthesis on the prescription pad all the drugs I’ve had but there are no guarantees is this anxiety a consequence of over thinking will I ever grow out of it or am I defined by how they label me I’m confined by how they label me
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Overflowing 02:56
I’ve got the metaphors you better get ready for praise like an angel I am blessed by your grace overflowing with substance you’ve got looks and the smarts a perfect companion for my reckless abandon all we need is a start overflowing you’ve got innocence but do you have faith let my halo shine on your face overflowing with emotion but you can’t break me apart I’ll never make the same mistakes I made at the start overflowing
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you make me whole I’m ready to spoil and shower you with attention all or nothing is confusing when we are somewhere in the middle are we open to the glass half full when all our words are noncommittal you make me whole you are my soul mate and the only one in this conversation all or nothing is confusing when we are somewhere in the middle are we open to the glass half full when all our words are noncommittal
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so enlightened you really are the bomb you’re so special for sounding the alarm you put the spotlight on all the hurting and the harm but the burden is shared by everyone we all play a part or we all come undone the burden is shared, save no one there’s nowhere to hide there’s nowhere to run senses heightened its hard to ignore it begs the question is it better than before if there are no winners then what are we fighting for but the burden is shared by everyone we all play a part or we all come undone the burden is shared, save no one there’s nowhere to hide there’s nowhere to run
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I wonder what the words are I wonder what you will say you’re trying too hard but not saying much gives you away your tongue likes to spar but all that I hear is cliche I know the secrets you keep you are setting the bar for storytelling and wordplay its really bizarre you never let truth get in the way you’re the worse by far full of deceit and deep in grey I know the secrets you keep
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have you ever wondered which side they’re on and whether they play games with your mind the voices in your head they sound serious are they trying hard to convince you you’re one of a kind who started this a lack of trust is manifesting itself look to me and to no one else submit to me and I’ll keep you safe always its all a game of numbers and the odds are true but I am not a betting man if you leave it all to luck you’re just a fool never release the upper hand you started this a lack of trust is manifesting itself look to me and to no one else submit to me and I’ll keep you safe always
9.
seasons give me a reason to change a reason to change again we are all looking for a sign to keep us searching for a little more depth god only knows who’s in the right place I am feeling my smile is a mile wide at the moment its gonna be all right I just know it it only took time don’t ask me why I have nothing to say I wouldn’t have it any other way healing gives me the feeling I’m in control of being born again and looking for company someone who will comfort me when I am down god only knows who’s in the right place I am feeling my smile is a mile wide at the moment its gonna be all right I just know it it only took time don’t ask me why I have nothing to say I wouldn’t have it any other way
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Outrageous 03:36
I know its hard to hear that I am over you you always thought that you’d be the one to end it but thats not exactly how it happened here I said it and I meant it its outrageous, courageous completely contagious too I’m a man of my word but my word is worthless to you its salacious, audacious completely bodacious get out of my way I’ve set my sights on something better how do I say I found a way without you thats exactly how it happened here the path became clear and I decided take it its outrageous, courageous completely contagious too I’m a man of my word but my word is worthless to you its salacious, audacious completely bodacious
11.
Try 03:36
your warmth is like medicine and I’m hooked on it the vibe is self-evident and I fully submit why not try giving in for a while try giving in for a while… don’t you tire of feeling reticent why can’t you commit why are you so hesitant lets see what time permits why not try giving in for a while try giving in for a while…
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you lead an emotional life you’re subject to points of view you don’t like you tend not to follow your own advice but that’s just you in a nutshell so vulnerable in life and love why does it fit like hand in glove you never win when push comes to shove you see everyone as a cut above you know love will tear you apart so you cauterize the beating of your heart you are a much better prize than you ever give yourself credit for you tend not to value yourself more but that’s just you with the down-sell so vulnerable in life and love why does it fit like hand in glove you never win when push comes to shove you see everyone as a cut above you know love will tear you apart so you cauterize the beating of your heart
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Rock bottom 03:33
rock bottom is where you are they’ve got the healing you’ve got the scars rock bottom is where you are you’ve been crawling but you didn't get far when your desperate anything will do to feed your craving when you’re hurting from finding out the truth is degrading rock bottom is where you start rebuilding and counting lucky stars rock bottom is cold and dark the place where your failure is torn apart when your desperate anything will do to feed your craving when you’re hurting from finding out the truth is degrading
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I feel nothing when I look into your eyes I’m not blufffng no facade no disguise and no concern you might be a fool’s lament I am growing tired of your discontent please channel all your bad energy away from me I discovered loneliness in your eyes I uncovered all your secrets and alibis but no discern you might be a fool’s lament I am growing tired of your discontent please channel all your bad energy away from me

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Arjen Ordeman: Vocals, Guitars, Bass, Beats, Keys

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released April 14, 2024

All songs written, arranged and performed by Arjen Ordeman

Recorded @ Studio Lu

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Arjen Ordeman Surrey, British Columbia

Singer-Songwriter, DIY recording artist, one man ensemble, strummer, plunker, groove maker.

Guitar driven melancholy and contempt; just mood and music...

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