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Fugue state

by Arjen Ordeman

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1.
Status quo 03:50
you wait too long its a missed opportunity to play along forge your own destiny are you satisfied with the status quo if I am out of line would you let me know are you satisfied with the status quo you never liked uncertainty you live your life out of necessity are you satisfied with the status quo if I am out of line would you let me know are you satisfied with the status quo
2.
Carmanah 04:11
how many trees have to fall before we hear the sound of “progress” amidst the protest you're welcome here in paradise its been standing for a 1000 years thus far upstream in the pacific rim it might well be the last frontier when its land you clear Carmanah how many seeds must be planted before we manage to replace the forest that stood before us you're welcome here in paradise its been standing for a 1000 years thus far upstream in the pacific rim it might well be the last frontier when its land you clear Carmanah
3.
sitting under moonlight no other love in sight you catch yourself pacing the cage just a broken shell there was no kiss and tell only time to make the same mistakes your eyes glisten but no one listens to anything you say all attention is directed to the puckered lips you perfected hiding from the glare lonely people’s lonely stares you keep your eyes fixed on the page where you wrote your prose all the things that no one knows and no one cares it hurts all the same your eyes glisten but no one listens to anything you say all attention is directed to the puckered lips you perfected
4.
Better 03:53
what do we do with ourselves having been through the hard sell are we too compelled to have the truth upheld that we lose ourselves better you than me better out of touch better leave me be better off without much better luck next time better off for a change better yours than mine better not be strange are we through with this nonsense is it too intense to sit on the fence so bitterly here are my two cents in my own defense better you than me better out of touch better leave me be better off without much better luck next time better off for a change better yours than mine better not be strange
5.
Five tastes 03:57
its better than it was before when I got played on the killing floor its better than it was before but you don’t have to like it if it isn’t for you five tastes so many flavours but none of them will do what do you take me for I’m not dumb I know the score what do you take me for you don’t have to like me If I’m not likeable to you I will look to the horizon when its the better view
6.
hey you were something else couldn’t disguise your shame and your disappointment your disappointment are you over it (x2) are you over it yet (x2) are you over it are you over it yet its true you have got to love yourself or be willing to accept you are a disappointment a disappointment are you over it (x2) are you over it yet (x2) are you over it are you over it yet you are freaking we all fall to pieces
7.
we’ve made it this far do you know how lucky you are to be so loved you are taken don’t be misled into believing that every rose has a thorn take what’s needed sometimes we have to bleed its worth repeating sometimes we have to bleed why must we suffer our souls on offer lower your voice down I can read the look on your face you are so mad you are reeling don’t be misled into believing that every rose has a thorn take what is needed sometimes we have to bleed its worth repeating sometimes we have to bleed why must we suffer our souls on offer
8.
The inner me 03:20
I’m not holding my breath we make a clean break I’m not holding my breath we come through clean I believe when I don’t know for sure what is real I conceal the inner me there’s not much to see when there is nothing left that has meaning we are bereft of all feeling I believe when I don’t know for sure what is real I conceal the inner me there’s not much to see
9.
Overinvested 03:33
its an emotional ride not a fairy tale when you’re old enough to fail and should have known better to let it break down these are life’s lessons no happy ending so don’t be over-invested better to be well rested not immune to lies but you wear them well when you’re bold enough to tell the truth is indifferent to any break down these are life’s lessons no happy ending so don’t be over-invested better to be well rested
10.
I’m higher higher than I’ve ever been just a bird on a wire resting my wings inordinate worry won’t help you get over it the precipice I am a fighter fighting for anything I desire I’m playing to win inordinate worry won’t help you get over it the precipice
11.
Polarized 04:28
you like to ask but sometimes it isn’t about you as much as it isnt about you it is polarized your poetry is worn as your disguise it doesn’t always come as advertised looks can be deceiving the same as words why can’t we just get along why can’t there just be love why is it always about you polarized your poetry is worn as your disguise it doesn’t always come as advertised looks can be deceiving the same as words
12.
the past will find me no appointment is necessary its cash and carry who’s out of line karma is maddening anxiously awaiting the happening it could happen to me it could happen to you the past reminds me that disappointment comes pushing and shoving all or nothing who’s out of line karma is maddening anxiously awaiting the happening it could happen to me it could happen to you
13.
Riptide 04:00
is it true you are caught up in the past remembering good times that were never meant to last if memories bring back the hurt please don’t say a word emotion is like the ocean its deep and wide devotion has left you open caught in a rip tide you’ll never get too far when the current is too strong gloating when your right forgetting when you’re wrong if memories bring back the hurt please don’t say a word emotion is like the ocean its deep and wide devotion has left you open caught in a rip tide
14.
moving forward but are we on the right track knowing we can never turn back honestly I’m hoping it doesn’t come to that the warning signs always find me this morning I just want to be free go west if you want to chase light its foreign but I guess that’s life’s currency I’m open to be your satellite the warning signs always find me this morning I just want to be free
15.
when you poked the bear you awakened him don’t you know the danger inherent with such things you made a rocking horse winner out of me again luck, money and success you want it all when you place your bets you roll the dice looking for an easy way out you play nice but we both know that’s not what you’re about worked up in a frenzy you had winners on the brain having visions of calling everything you made a rocking horse winner out of me again luck, money or success you can’t have it all there will be regrets you roll the dice looking for an easy way out you play nice but we both know that’s not what you’re about
16.
I don’t really know why some things work some don’t fly but I’m willing to try to get through I don’t really know why she always has to cry or if she’s coming back suspect motives and your past open up don’t make me ask suspect motives and the truth there’s always conflict with you its just a moment in time I don’t really know why or if it was meant to last its just a matter of time before we unwind and things begin to unravel suspect motives and your past open up don’t make me ask suspect motives and the truth there’s always conflict with you

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Arjen Ordeman: Vocals, Guitars, Bass, Beats, Keys

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released February 18, 2023

All songs written, arranged and performed by Arjen Ordeman

Recorded @ Studio Lu

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Arjen Ordeman Surrey, British Columbia

Singer-Songwriter, DIY recording artist, one man ensemble, strummer, plunker, groove maker.

Guitar driven melancholy and contempt; just mood and music...

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