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Madcap

by Arjen Ordeman

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1.
where you are is where I find myself where you are I am never far converging lines in parallel what’s up ahead is hard to tell is the future just another vanishing point sometimes you’re too colourful sometimes you’re too bland sometimes you’re wonderful sometimes you’re all demands but i like you despite all that when I look up at the sky at night and wish upon a star shooting across the galaxy in nature’s bazaar converging lines in parallel what’s up ahead is hard to tell is the future just another vantage point sometimes you’re too colourful sometimes you’re too bland sometimes you’re wonderful sometimes you’re all demands but i like you despite all that
2.
wake up lets go out into the world no need to lay low nothing more absurd than a man of words it feels good to be noticed but you can’t always be centre stage you love attention maybe a little too much for your age when you come in and out of focus your make up hides away the lines on your face earned in earnest over time and space for what its worth it feels good to be noticed but you can’t always be centre stage you love attention maybe a little too much for your age when you come in and out of focus
3.
finding your way the secret to living we all make mistakes we all are forgiven eventually have you felt bad I have finding your way through all the madness we all fall astray and dip into sadness occasionally have you felt bad I have
4.
it was a lonely night without you by my side it was a lonely night alone it was a lonely night I wish I had you by my side it was a lonely night alone I had to be as brave as I could be without you to hold me in the dark I had to be as brave as I could be facing the monsters that keep us apart it was a lonely night I wish I had you by my side it was a lonely night alone it was a lonely night without you by my side it was a lonely night alone I had to be as brave as I could be without you to hold me in the dark I had to be as brave as I could be facing the monsters that keep us apart
5.
the trophy shelf is crowded in a world where everybody wins they know no fault they know no shame when everyones a winner all the same from the mouths of babes they can’t complain about the past they’re too young they lack experience to lead attack so entitled always told you can have anything you want who’s at fault who’s to blame when we were the ones who gave them everything from the mouths of babes they can’t complain about the past they’re too young they lack experience and need to pay it back
6.
losing control of everything around me i should have known that you would try to change me using your mold for the perfect guy of your dreams a romeo who follows direction hell no I don’t need another master I’m not looking to be weighed down I’m not the guy you’re really after I’m more of a man about town you tried too hard to break me down and change me no regard for the man I wanted to be so here we are at the breaking point and I feel you are better off without me hell no I don’t need another master I’m not looking to be weighed down I’m not the guy you’re really after I’m more of a man about town
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Easy prey 04:09
just another runaway looking to get away from the troubles back home but the trouble is they always find things are worse than what they left behind no one is ever left alone kids are easy prey for predators and vultures kids are easy prey for exploiters and counter culture are we giving up on our innocence are we giving up on our youth are we giving up on our innocence are we giving in to the truth just another broken soul loneliness takes its toll and the creeps creep in its hard to change circumstance looking for another chance with the streets beckoning kids are easy prey for predators and vultures kids are easy prey for exploiters and counter culture are we giving up on our innocence are we giving up on our youth are we giving up on our innocence are we giving in to the truth
8.
not so fast make it last you never know when it runs out you’ll have to adapt and be prepared for a drought the consequence of living out your life with no regard is a fire burning everything in your backyard no hesitation getting lost between stations ask not what you can get but what you can give to help further the fight blast from the past like old forgotten friends do i owe anything for burning candles at both ends continuing to misbehave while playing all apologies i took off these angels wings and god do I feel free no hesitation getting lost in translation ask not what you can get but what you can give to help further the fight
9.
are you man enough to admit when you’re wrong and every time you mislead I’ll call your bluff someone has to challenge your word when it twists and turns finish what you started don’t be lead astray the things that you’ve been hanging onto are what you should give away don’t wait a minute not for a moment seize the day I can’t rebuff the story when you set it straight if its the truth I’ll concede when its off the cuff there isn't time to play your games we’re either friends or enemies finish what you started don’t be lead astray the things that you’ve been hanging onto are what you should give away don’t wait a minute not for a moment seize the day
10.
I am worthy 04:19
you start taking shots again I can’t help but thinking its all because you feel threatened by me in some way you start talking shit again I can’t help but think its all nonsense anyway I’ll tune you out I don’t need negativity I’ll tune you out when you don’t listen to me ‘cause I’m worthy you might find this hard to hear but let me make myself clear I need encouragement like everybody else you might find that hard to take but please make no mistake I need to look out for myself I’ll tune you out I don’t need negativity I’ll tune you out when you don’t listen to me ‘cause I’m worthy
11.
Effervescing 04:14
one, two, three, four, five decades of my life spent time growing old but all stories yet all told its never enough there’s always more there’s mystery behind every door so you knock and hope to be let in full of light effervescing we want our feelings heightened we want to be enlightened five, four, three, two, one the countdown has begun from now until my final breath I am eluding death its never enough there’s always more there’s mystery behind every door so you knock and hope to be let in full of light effervescing we want our feelings heightened we want to be enlightened
12.
will I ever be enough for you are you touched by my grace will I ever be enough am I in over my head am I out of my depth and just sinking am I in over my head am I out of my depth and just drowning have you given up already am I just too much for you is it too tough for you to face am I just too much am I in over my head am I out of my depth and just sinking am I in over my head am I out of my depth and just drowning have you given up already
13.
what makes the man question what he is is it society is it in the genes what makes the man question what he is who’s under the spotlight alphabet soup who’s under the spotlight LGBT or Q who takes a stand and questions what it means to be a man or not be a man who takes a stand and questions what it means who’s under the spotlight alphabet soup who’s under the spotlight LGBT or Q
14.
are we wasting daylight hitting the snooze alarm only thinking of ourselves not meaning any harm but let me tell you of unintended consequence doesn’t take a gumshoe to put the common in common sense what are your motives here nothingness I must admit I couldn’t care less this is one for the ages selfishness is none of your concern at least until the final stages trigger your discern but let me tell you of unintended consequence doesn’t take a gumshoe to put the common in common sense what are your motives here nothingness I must admit I couldn’t care less
15.
you can’t make it up to me its gone on too long there’s no point in apology when you can’t admit you’re wrong so where do we go from here now that its over my mind is made up and clear never been clearer so where do we go from here I’m looking for closure I’m looking to put you in the rear view mirror you can’t change history no matter what you do your mood and your bad behaviour will always define you so where do we go from here now that its over my mind is made up and clear never been clearer so where do we go from here I’m looking for closure I’m looking to put you in the rear view mirror
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Taking it on 03:36
hey son do you feel like taking it on the world needs change but no one seems to care at all if it ends tonight round and round it goes and where it stops nobody knows what will it take before fear takes a hold and we lose control hey son do you feel like taking it on find who’s to blame for the game of free for all and make them put things right round and round it goes and where it stops nobody knows what will it take before fear takes a hold and we lose control

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Arjen Ordeman: Vocals, Guitars, Bass, Beats, Keys

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released August 7, 2023

All songs written, arranged and performed by Arjen Ordeman

Recorded @ Studio Lu

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Arjen Ordeman Surrey, British Columbia

Singer-Songwriter, DIY recording artist, one man ensemble, strummer, plunker, groove maker.

Guitar driven melancholy and contempt; just mood and music...

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