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by Arjen Ordeman

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1.
Crazy 03:29
did you wake up this morning with a thorn in your side did the jump in your stride get you into trouble did you wake up sore and angry at the night before for turning in without warning you’re crazy in quite a spell I can tell you’re feeling manic your crazy is unimaginable but manageable as long as you don’t panic can you button your pride is this worth saving better decide before you crazy make up your mind put it all on the table remind yourself its all for the taking you’re crazy in quite a spell I can tell you’re feeling manic your crazy is unimaginable but manageable as long as you don’t panic
2.
The words 03:46
for what its worth you’re still beautiful in your own way you’re aging well better than the things you used to say what do you say about that I don’t know if we can get there I want to know is it that simple I don’t know if we can get there from here I don’t know I want to know where do you get off thinking that you know what I’m thinking where do you get off thinking that you know what I’m feeling and what do you say about that I don’t know if we can get there I want to know is it that simple I don’t know if we can get there from here I don’t know I want to know words mean many things
3.
hey I’m here for love cat medicine I love that feeling of a feline in my lap I need a dose of cat medicine simple as that I love a furry friend on the bed I love that feeling of a feline friend hey I’m here for cuds cat medicine I love that feeling of a feline in my lap I need a dose of cat medicine simple as that I love a furry friend on the bed I love that feeling of a feline friend
4.
Always 03:59
you’ve got game yes you’ve got game you’re never the same way twice isnt it nice to be undecided decidedly undecided wouldn’t it be a better fit if we both admit we’re not over it its not always clear life is overcast shall I disappear never to come back you’ve got no shame you’ve got no shame you’re never to blame for fights you’re always right never wrong you’re so headstrong wouldn’t it be a better fit if we both submit and get over it its not always clear life is overcast shall I disappear never to come back
5.
its hard to admit but I’m getting older emotionally I’m getting colder I smell defeat its not coming up roses I smell defeat the fountain of youth has spilled over aging is a thing that I can’t get over I smell defeat its not coming up roses I smell defeat its not always coming up roses I smell defeat
6.
i don’t know what you want don’t care about what if’s you don’t lift your hands up unless your giving in really hoping you will meet me there so we can re-open our love affair are we coping, are we shooting straight or are we over compensating again trying hard to listen when I don’t care what gives I’m getting my answers from the pauses in between really hoping you will meet me there so we can re-open our love affair are we coping, are we shooting straight or are we over compensating again
7.
Down low 05:00
all these arguments are off the mark if we’re honest with ourselves we’ve gotten dark broken hearts and battle scars are held in high regard or on the down low some things you want to know some things are better left unsaid I want to know frightened by the things we’ve seen is this the impetus for changing there’s more to cleverness than acting smart lost in thought at first then you found there’s more honesty in the lightning round than in the down low some things you want to know some things are better left unsaid I want to know frightened by the things we’ve seen is this the impetus for changing
8.
Steamtrunk 04:25
don’t you over invest it might break you when the bank in which you made your nest disappoints you you’ll shake your head back and forth for what that’s worth better things seldom come your way feigning ignorance won’t help to ease the pain a steam trunk is a place to put your memories put them away you never listened to a thing I said words seem to travel right through your head well that's my version would you disagree or is this you humouring me better things seldom come your way feigning ignorance won’t help to ease the pain a steam trunk is a place to put your memories put them away
9.
been here before I know the score we are all tired the antidote is letting go of all the negative we’re holding we don’t even laugh any more sometimes I wonder what is all this for when you don’t even like me at all have we been standing only to fall what you can’t control can that take a toll on your life laying low seems the way to go when its hard times we’re avoiding we don’t even laugh any more sometimes I wonder what is all this for when you don’t even like me at all have we been standing only to fall maybe its time maybe not whats your next move what you got
10.
I’ll mind my business keep you guessing if there’s more to this than meets the eye you want forgiveness but do you deserve it given the way you pushed me aside where did you go when you left me alone with all my negative thoughts and my crown of thorns we were in over our heads and second guessing every time it took a turn for the worse our innocence is gone we waited too long now its too late to put it in reverse where did you go when you left me alone with all my negative thoughts and my crown of thorns
11.
don’t pretend for my benefit that you care about the world you obsess in your selfishness you self centred girl all this time to spite myself all this time despite myself can’t decide on my fate is it a zero sum game you weigh the pros and the cons of me like its some sort of test you carefully contemplate as you calculate the rest all this time to spite myself all this time despite myself can’t decide on my fate is it a zero sum game
12.
pillow talk will save you for a night or two but we are slowly fading splintering in two running ragged worse for wear I swear that I can’t take any more we use pseudonyms to hide behind and shoot words like poison darts art is always subject to light as well as dark running ragged worse for wear I swear that I can’t take any more
13.
do you feel like a double feature i feel the same if you don’t like what you see here then look away look out below things started falling out of control before you know it things start colliding on their own have you seen enough to make you angry don’t be led astray when the real world is cold and ugly look away look out below things started falling out of control before you know it things start colliding on their own
14.
Privilege 03:59
tell me who’s side are you really on where do we hide when its all gone are we victims of circumstance or not this is the only world we got let’s be hard on ourselves we pushed too far didn’t heed the alarms ask yourself if you could make a change would you if you could change would you the fate of the planet is up in the air with all of the smog that we put there we wanted it all spoils were sought but cleaning up was an after thought let’s be hard on ourselves we pushed too far didn’t heed the alarms ask yourself if you could make a change would you if you could change would you
15.
All attitude 03:19
I make no sounds I’m afraid to be found out I’m full of doubt forced out of bounds I’m afraid of being drowned out and being negated look at you all attitude when you get this way there’s nothing I can do but keep my cool only a fool turns up their temperament to being cruel there’s no excuse don’t be confused by your surroundings or being used its common place afraid of failure and losing face invalidated look at you all attitude when you get this way there’s nothing I can do but keep my cool only a fool turns up their temperament to being cruel
16.
Spots 04:06
is it pointless when you’re off side no use to protest against a landslide is it control that you’re afraid to lose you don’t want anyone telling you what to do you can’t change a dogs spots so leave well enough alone can’t keep your mouth shut you’ve got too much to say you think you know what’s what but you’re just a cliche is it control that you’re afraid to lose you don’t want anyone telling you what to do you can’t change a dogs spots so leave well enough alone

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Arjen Ordeman: Vocals, Guitars, Bass, Beats, Keys

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released July 2, 2022

All songs written, arranged and performed by Arjen Ordeman

Recorded @ Studio Lu

cover art by arjen ordeman

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Arjen Ordeman Surrey, British Columbia

Singer-Songwriter, DIY recording artist, one man ensemble, strummer, plunker, groove maker.

Guitar driven melancholy and contempt; just mood and music...

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