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Silent disco

by Arjen Ordeman

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1.
you look so calm to me have you never lost the plot is this how you got to where you are did you take time to heal did you get lost in thought rip off the bandaid reveal the scar you’re cut from a different cloth you’re much more than the threads you’re cut from a different cloth you’re soft and know when to give how about now what makes your blood boil what gets you burning hot ready or not here I come you’ve got thick skin and amphetamines to keep you thin look at the shape your in you’re tightly spun you’re cut from a different cloth you’re much more than the threads you’re cut from a different cloth you’re soft and know when to give how about now
2.
making such a mess saving face when I can more or less I can’t decide believe me the dissappointment is real don’t hate me for how I feel just be there to catch me when I’m falling when I’m falling on my knees when I’m falling out of trees when I’m fighting for release making all kinds of mistakes making amends where I can more or less you tell me the conversation is real hard for you but still you’ll be there to catch me when I’m falling when I’m falling on my knees when I’m falling out of trees when I’m fighting for release
3.
Drama queen 03:48
do what you like the writing is on the wall a midlife crisis is my call don’t waste my time that's always been my fault I was but a drama queen until the mainstream steam-rolled over me I was but a drama queen a selfless life hasn't always been my scene I lived for my sins bursting at the seams a world of vice opened up to me I was but a drama queen until the whole world turned its back on me I was but a drama queen
4.
you were no pushover you were all composure you were worth fighting over you not one for compromise you never stand in line or want to ask some are just hard to like smile while they turn the knife in your back you were my exposure you were my best lover you were worth fighting over you not one for compromise you never stand in line or want to ask some are just hard to like smile while they turn the knife in your back
5.
running out of air at this altitude I should get down off my horse can we share a positive attitude before things get any worse I don’t care what they say about me now as long as I’ve got you with me I don’t care what they say about me now its all the same to me if a wound were to open up I’ll deal with it I don’t dare to test my luck anymore I’ve been burned too many times I know what’s real and how that makes me feel I won’t suffer for my crimes I don’t care what they say about me now as long as I’ve got you with me I don’t care what they say about me now its all the same to me if a wound were to open up I’ll deal with it
6.
don’t bother explaining I already know when push comes to shove I’ll never be alone all you really need is a small circle of friends I’ll put in the effort I’m not putting on a show I don’t question the value of love when I already know all you really need is a small circle of friends
7.
can’t curb your appetite distinguish wrong from right you might be too polite for your own good but can you be good enough for me is love an epithet something we’ll both regret if we forgive or forget will we really be free but can you be good enough for me
8.
Safety pin 04:15
are you going to take control before it takes you to task were you always a big disappointment or is that too much to ask when moving at the speed of light its hard to take things in let’s slow the roll at least for the night let’s pull the safety pin flying in formation requires you to spread your wings will we ever be brave enough to throw caution to the wind when moving at the speed of light its hard to take things in let’s slow the roll at least for the night let’s pull the safety pin
9.
you descend into the depths of despair again you calculate the weight of the hurt your shoulders are broad but prone to break under the weight of the world I know you’re loathe to take advice or falling for it twice but you pay the asking price through the tooth predisposed to sacrifice you’re always playing nice but do you know what would suffice if not the truth you’ve given of yourself more than is fair what exactly do they take you for your generous but foolish to not beware they’ll take, take, take, then take some more I know you’re loathe to take advice or falling for it twice but you pay the asking price through the tooth predisposed to sacrifice you’re always playing nice but do you know what would suffice if not the truth
10.
you spend all your time making up reasons to doubt me I can’t help find this extremely disappointing a fly in the ointment if there ever was another way to get us out a way around this mess a way to make it come about if there ever was another way to get us out a way around this mess you do what you like always conspiring to hurt me I know reasons why some may find this appalling if that's your true calling if there ever was another way to get us out a way around this mess a way to make it come about if there ever was another way to get us out a way around this mess
11.
That's life 04:43
I prefer not to fight I try my best to be good all the time but I’m not always right forgive me I am a poor man’s remedy forgive me I’m not a fool forgive me if I don’t love you more forgive me for it all if you have it in your heart that's life I guess it can be messed up that’s life I guess its a never ending hill but what you gonna do keep your head up and never look back look at what’s in front of you forgive me I am a poor man’s remedy forgive me I’m not a fool forgive me if I don’t love you more forgive me for it all if you have it in your heart that's life I guess it can be messed up that’s life I guess
12.
Good to know 02:54
feeling better than you ever have getting more out of life don’t let it change you tell me is it good to know that I love you is it good to know that I love you tell me is it good to know I feel better when I look in your eyes I get more out of life nothing to search for tell me is it good to know that I love you is it good to know that I love you tell me is it good to know
13.
I like the colour of her eyes and the way she holds her lips in front of the mirror I like the curve of her back my hands upon her hips as I pull her nearer hey there is something about her I can’t get enough I don’t really like how she fusses with her hair she’s always beautiful I get lost in the depths of a stare my love is indisputable hey there is something about her I can’t get enough
14.
the cages are full such disregard who’s responsible who’s on guard who just leaves them turning on man’s best friend who abandons something so innocent a cold compress won’t ease the pain of the distress from heart strain killing is cruel where is the conscience its hard to swallow why nobody wants them who just leaves them turning on man’s best friend who abandons something so innocent a cold compress won’t ease the pain of the distress from heart strain
15.
a metronome is a meaningful metaphor if we were keeping time but we’re keeping score you never know when I’m needing you never know how much you never know what I’m feeling or what I am thinking of a pendulum is a meaningful metaphor we go back and forth like tug-o-war you never know when I’m needing you never know how much you never know what I’m feeling or what I am thinking of
16.
were you unhappy was it you or me at fault I didn’t mean to rub your wound with salt we are all walking wounded what will make you happy is it therapy you want you seem to like having damages to flaunt we are all walking wounded

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Arjen Ordeman: Vocals, Guitars, Bass, Beats, Keys

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released September 4, 2022

All songs written, arranged and performed by Arjen Ordeman

Recorded @ Studio Lu

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Arjen Ordeman Surrey, British Columbia

Singer-Songwriter, DIY recording artist, one man ensemble, strummer, plunker, groove maker.

Guitar driven melancholy and contempt; just mood and music...

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