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Solstice

by Arjen Ordeman

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1.
who’s going out tonight who wants to dance nothing serious, no romance just blow off some steam manage the mood swings forget about your feelings you always skip the line is it the way that you dress or how you hold your smile and they all want to take you home because you’re beautiful and seemingly desperate on the inside its a menagerie fair share of love and tragedy so you put up walls and keep your distance you only share your indifference you always skip the line is it the way that you dress or how you hold your smile and they all want to take you home because you’re beautiful and seemingly desperate
2.
Blame 04:16
after all I’ve seen and all that we’ve been through emotionally I’ve grown a ring or two there’s no need for you to explain this is a lovers coup you can run away I wouldn’t blame you cause blame is a game its nothing new cause blame is a game and its askew after all the pain and the misery you bring I’ll duck and weave the pendulum swings I’ll face my fear no matter how bad it stings if I am honest here I wouldn’t change a thing cause blame is a game its nothing new cause blame is a game and its askew
3.
Perspective 03:48
you see light I see darkness you shine bright I feel starkness its all the same different perspectives on everything different perspectives are colouring our views you are full of light I feel heartless you are a gallery I am artless its all the same different perspectives on everything different perspectives are colouring our views
4.
it always builds before it fades however briefly I’m unaware emotionally so you’ll have to tell me how you’re feeling its taken you days to get out of bed to find something to live for how many ways to get out of your head voices you can’t ignore will I get use to your highs and lows and all of your mood swings when you’re down please let me know don’t leave me wondering how you’re feeling its taken you days to get out of bed to find something to live for how many ways to get out of your head voices you can’t ignore
5.
the last straw the final blow to my ego I let a counterfeit love take a hold my bad I’m over it now and moving on cause life is not a sprint its a marathon Am I depressed is this the test when any thoughts of you are gone I will know I’ve won I don’t know if heaven exists but I don’t really care we all believe what we want no matter what is there the last thought I ever had wasn't cast in stone nothing is permanent everything goes my breath I’m not holding it I am disposed to running cycles going with the flow I’m not impressed is this the best when all thoughts of you are gone have I really won I don’t know if heaven exists but I don’t really care we all believe what we want no matter what is there
6.
Rain check 04:24
how do you know how do you know what I feel I might take a rain check but I won’t heal the moon is bright so it might get me home who owns the night if not the light I don’t know I think I’m right but I might get it wrong how do you know how do you know what is real I might place a safe bet but I won’t bleed the moon is bright so it might get me home who owns the night if not the light I don’t know I think I’m right but I might get it wrong
7.
Storytelling 03:10
its not automatic you’ve got to work for it you’ve got to contribute if too much is taken it destroys the commons and it only gets desperate even though its unwanted I’m putting you on notice you’ve got to figure it out maintain a proper focus no more milling about its not copacetic not everyone will get it but we got to continue story telling until minds are changing to a new world view I waited for what I wanted I’m waiting undaunted I’m putting you on notice you’ve got to figure it out maintain a proper focus no more milling about
8.
Funny 04:18
whether you are aware of where you want to be whether or not you are on an odyssey whether you are aware that you feel out of sync whether or not you want to be free you find it funny that you don’t really belong unless you believe in the power of song I find it funny that you hate to be liked you are too serious all kidding aside whether you are aware of who you are to me whether or not you are an oddity whether you are aware that its not out of reach whether or not you want to believe you find it funny that you don’t really belong unless you believe in the power of song I find it funny that you hate to be liked you are too serious all kidding aside
9.
Real world 04:34
you want it all but you don’t want to wait for it or atone you made your bed but now you won’t sleep in it at least not alone its not the real world you’re living in you made your mind up there is no turning back or starting over you made your plans there is nothing left but getting older its not the real world you’re living in
10.
who wields the biggest weapons almost always wins leave it all on the battlefield and we’ll forgive your sins basically we’re broken in a million pieces short of breath and running out of reasons is it all deception all these words we hear paint a certain picture but its never clear basically we’re broken in a million pieces short of breath and running out of reasons
11.
we don’t need to circle back when you don’t really see what the hell is wrong with me and with what I believe when you wish upon a star what does that say about you are you ready to fall apart or just need something to guide you you don’t know what you really want and you don’t really care that you don’t know that much about current affairs when you wish upon a star what does that say about you are you ready to fall apart or just need something to guide you
12.
Over me yet? 03:10
can I get another shot or are you over it is it out of my hands and on the internet I’m just curious I don’t have a lot of questions but are you over me yet? I may be hard to take cause I am deliberate in every word I say what you see is what you get more than a silhouette I don’t have a lot of questions but are you over me yet?
13.
you weighed on my mind when I was looking within how could I be so blind to think it wont happen again so I’ve made up my mind I am going to forget your name this love affair has run its course I want to be alone with my thoughts as dark and as empty as my heart you spent all your time doling out grief and pain I could never find a reason to love you again you made up my mind to go and forget your name this love affair has run its course I want to be alone with my thoughts as dark and as empty as my heart
14.
the more I listen and the more I think about it you are forgiven life is too short for burdens that weigh heavy on the conscience pointed questions only solicit nonsense I wouldn’t worry its not your fault someone left the option open no need to hurry, no need to halt or take back any words spoken bad things happen to some more than others it is tragic to be forsaken don’t make a habit out of feeling sorry for yourself or you’ll never be awakened I wouldn’t worry its not your fault someone left the option open no need to hurry, no need to halt or take back any words spoken
15.
burning bridges so the past won’t catch up to you but bad decisions can never distance themselves from their debut you’re going to meet again so leave a light on you never know when so leave a light on leave a light on your indifference strikes a nerve it doesn’t serve you well come to grips with the truth that its better to give in than rebel you’re going to meet again so leave a light on you never know when so leave a light on leave a light on
16.
the coloured lights hypnotize just like Burton said I am in a trance a sideways glance why am I so afraid was-sup were you motioning me up I’m not good at reading the signs I’m blind to what they mean spend the night out of sight but not out of mind everything closes in when you’re empty inside was-sup were you motioning me up I’m not good at reading the signs I’m blind to what they mean

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Arjen Ordeman: Vocals, Guitars, Bass, Beats, Keys

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released April 3, 2023

All songs written, arranged and performed by Arjen Ordeman

Recorded @ Studio Lu

cover photo by lori sinclare

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Arjen Ordeman Surrey, British Columbia

Singer-Songwriter, DIY recording artist, one man ensemble, strummer, plunker, groove maker.

Guitar driven melancholy and contempt; just mood and music...

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